Commentaries by Cynthia

Have you ever sat down somewhere quiet and asked your mind to take you somewhere that's beautiful and warm where the sun gleams off your face as it reflects off the deep blue ocean? I have. In fact, I do this quite often, just to "get away". Sometimes I feel like my life couldn't go any more wrong, until I'm soon reminded that someone has had "A change of heart".
Moments when I know I'm screaming at the top of my lungs, but because of not seeing a reaction from the world, I just stop. Why continue? Isn’t it just pointless? Frustrations begin to overwhelm me, taking over my emotions, only to leave me withered and empty, yet full of doubt...doubt of myself, my ways, my purpose, my entire reason for being here. Where am I? How do I leave from here?