Commentaries by Cynthia

I cannot help it – I walked into the dental office that day for a procedure, then walked out two hours later as some sort of Enlightened Being. I know, maybe the laughing gas caused it, but a Divine Spirit allowed me to experience it. For nothing happens outside of God’s control.

Since that day, I have felt a presence working in my life. It warns me of looming dangers and brings peace and comfort whenever I need it most. It gently chides me when I get off track before steering me back on course. It lets me know that I am never alone and that I am protected.

I think, in my humanness, though, I have misunderstood what this Force has been trying to relay to me recently. After much soul-searching, I have arrived at a broader understanding of “the answer.”

Whoever you are and whatever role you have played in my life, know that you are accepted, forgiven, and loved. I do not want you to live with regrets or suffer any additional discomfort because of our previous interactions. We were not meant to suffer indefinitely. I would not want this burden for myself, and therefore, I must not want it for others. Whether you are a family member, onetime friend, colleague, or romantic interest, know that you’ll always be a part of me. And how could you not be? For you have helped me become the person I am today (in all my "glory and imperfection.")

Now, I must continue with my Mission, but know that I will not be doing any of it out of spite. I am only trying to be the best that I can be. As I move forward, this blog will in all likelihood become more spiritual in nature. You are welcomed to hang around and read my ponderings, or you may peacefully go your own way. The choice is and has always been yours to make.

Cynthia